my grandma house....

my family when iedul fitri in 90's...i wear overall which hip at that era..ehhehe, and i don' t know why my mother mixed red lines overall with green sneaker and tartan hat...hahhahaaa..what ever that was my "baju lebaran" and i like it.

little boy in blue is my brother his name is M.bilal putra aruman..cute, isn't it?


when i was child at my grandma house JL. Dewisartika...
there was a recording studio (sumatra rec.), travel office(tiga utama), billiard pool, and book store (sumatra)...
sumatra? yes,,because my grandpa was born there...
i love dewi sartika because there was a family gathering place and the place was never quiet.. beside that my grandma house near my school SD Assalam1.
can u see the black cat?
,,,mmm i forget it name...hmmm sorry....maybe lunna...
i posed like i was a super model..hahaha..but with a straight face..no expression...bad bad bad...
i wasn't talented as a model....hhahahaaa

salah satu kebiasaan buruk aq yaitu MENGELUH....
aq sk mikir...knapa sii kaya gini..aq tuh harus gimana..kenapa sii orang tuh ga mikir n ga ngerti ma yg aq maw..dan ga ngerti ma keadaan yang ada..knapa sk btindak seenaknyah tanpa mikirin orang laen.

ada satu orang temen aq..dy orangnya optimis,yakin ma kemampuan dia sendiri, mandiri, sabar,ga pernah ngeluh walopun situasi yg dihadepin dy sulit ...mungkin kalu aq udah give up ajah...n ngeluh ke orang" dan kadang suka nyalahin orang"... tp dy ngga.. dy terus maju yakin kalu dy itu bener" bisa..

ada situasi yang hampir bikin aq ngeluh...
disaat aq dituntut bwd betindak sendiri..aq jalanin sebisa aq...
sempet aq kesel pada kmana c ni org...
aq ga bisa buat minta tolong..
karena rasa simpati aq bilang gitu...
aq bilang ajah ke diri ndiri "misky,sabar..jangan ngeluh..pasti ada jalan "
OK! i' ll try it...
then someone comes...
"yampuwn napa orang ni yg muncull,,ngapain si dy di marii"
you know what?
he asked
"misky, do you need some help?" hey...very kind of you.. betapa empatinyah dy...
orang-orang yang aq harepin bisa bantu tp ga bisa..tp aq ga nyalahin itu..

dari situ aq belajar..
1. tenyata kalu ngeluh itu gakan nyelesain masalah..malah bikin kita makin manja dan tgantung ma orang... bahkan kita ngga ngehargain diri kita sendiri..dan mungkin orang yg dengerin keluhan kita tu belum tentu seneng..
2. kalu qt maw berbuat sesuatu..harus ikhlas,tulus..ga ngarepin balesan dari orang..
3. bsikap baeklah ma semua orang...insyaallah orang jg bakalan baek ma kita..
4. redam amarah,emosi..mood jelek bakal bikin swasana lingkungan jd ga enak...jangan jadi diri yang terlena.

thanks for the lesson...

love you all :))

saddest story came from august 8th 2009...
finally i got the answer..

sebelumnya mang kerasa lama dan pas udah dateng waktunya kerasa kaya mimpi yg dateng pas pagi-pagi...
tenyata emang ini beneran tejadi..
scara ga sadar aq dah dilatih bwad kuat n sabar ma keadaan yg sebelumnya biar pas sampai puncaknya aq ga tlalu jatoh..

hey...misky...it's real!!!
this is the time you are waiting for..
i didn't think that will shorter than i realize before...
dont act like perfectionist girl misky...
if the condition should like this you just face it with ikhlas...
maybe this is the best way that allah gave for you
you cant force your own way to others..
you should know what people wants, what people do,what people say,what people like, n what people think....


you are still young...
life still go on...
and there's so many things you can do at 19...
keep fighting!!!keep smiling!!!!
keep loving people surrounds you...
keep learn everything...

thanks for all the love you gave before....
i have got lesson learned....
and thanks for all people who support me a lot...
love you all .... :)

wednesday till friday..

wednesday 18 feb 2k9 @ axis office
the danus team ( pameran photo jalan cahaya )
yeah...
misky and omesh almost everyday surrounding bandung..
with omesh fun motorcycle and 2 wayfarer, we visited office to got some sponsorship on the exhibition... yess.. we wish the proposal would be goal..
tiap kantor yg qt datengin n pihak yg nerima proposal itu bedabeda orangnyah(udah jelas lah yah) ada yang malah curhat ke qt ttg hobinyah n keluarganyah, ada yg so so aware tea, ada yg tiis,ada yg menggombal sgala...


friday, 20 feb 2k9
ohhh,, my boyfriend picked me up @ 2pm,
rencananya ni maw nonton..di bsm..dan gataw knapa kalu nonton disana te slalu ajah ga jadi...banyak aja alesannyah dari aq.. film-nya gada yg rame lah, males nunggu jam-lah, ksorean lah,,banyak lah..
akhirnya dy nganter aq k kampus ...


@my blu campus...
ad kumpul panitya pameran jalan cahaya..
rapatny mah kmana malah..
qt malah fofotoan n maen sasambungan lagu..
so so so silly we were...
dan aq br taw tnyata suaranya c pa ktua (rio)ga kalah lah ma c glenn..
bwahahhahayyy...
next destination was dago street..
tadinyah maw nyari dana bwd stadium general ..
tapinyah tapinyah ujan uda gede banget ..
jadi batal lagi de acaranyah..

haiiii everyone... i'm new in this blog..

hiii...everyone!
this is my first time make a blog....
why i make this blog?
i' ve been looking people's blog and ..
then i think... why not i make my own blog to express my self, share my experience, hmmm,, and i wanna share my life and my day with u all.
hohoooww..